Man, am I in a bad mood. Which is sad. Because I'm in a beautiful place. For Thanksgiving we are in a beautiful 1920's victorian manor on the puget sound about 30 mins from Tacoma, Washington. It's gorgeous, it's right on the water, it's green everywhere. And I am in such a grump! I have complexes.. I'm aware. However I've learned that understanding the problem is 80% in your brain doesn't really make the problem go away. You'd think it would. And maybe it does for some people.. but no matter how many times I tell myself that the vibe I'm getting is just from my own lack of self-esteem and preconceived beliefs.. it still gets to me. I don't know why I have such an insatiable need to be liked. I don't know why I take everything personally. But right now I just wanna curl up and hide.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
I feel your pain. I have an unhealthy desire to have people like me. Does it help to say I think you are awesome? :D I hope you are able to enjoy at least a little of your time in Washington.
ReplyDeleteit does help. :D Thanks Chiemi!
ReplyDeleteI Love you Danielle! And I often curl up and hide . .. it's okay ...especially if there is good food and a good book involved.
ReplyDelete